Not easy

As much as i want. I must reconsider. Between my wants, needs and affordability. Its not easy. Sometimes your judgement gets clouded and you're blinded enough to think that a want is a need. I guess it is harmless to go just a little bit off. Each must see to each's own best fit. So I must not compare. I hope for his guidance and Insyallah i hope to be rationale enough. For a start. Bismillahirohmanirohim.