Just another day.

Imagine taking over someone's duty. Were told, "Don't worry. We're here to support" then....

The one who told me not to worry Mr GM. Suddenly came to me and literally "F" me! Why? Because i had raised 1 Po. And he told me i should consolidate my orders before placing them.

But today was only my 2nd day. I was not aware of the past orders. And he was the one who had rushed me to create the Po quickly YESTERDAY!!
He even gave a passing remark that i was not alert enough and that i had no initiative :( harsh words.. No, i was blaming myself.

10mins later..
The previous orders arrives!
Noooo... Nope no apologies..
The orders were made 2weeks back. And it arrives in 2 different awb.
Again, i was alerted, voice raising included with the finger pointing (literally). I kept quiet.

A visitor came. Its more of our FAA DER engineer. He called me. I was about to greet him but was sent off like a cow (hand gestures incl.) and a raising voice telling me to go back to my work. I kept quiet and nodded.
15minutes after. My boss came. Attended to our guest.

Because he was late. My work got held up. Approvals are only given from him and i finally got to knock off at 8pm. The GM, he left early. Just before we left the office.
Mr Boss said he was disappointed with me. Because I didn't came in to introduce myself to the visitors and sit with him to attend to the visitors.
Yeah.. I was like.. Huh????????
I kept quiet. And *blank*
All i could managed was to istigfar in my heart.

Please ya Allah, forgive me. Please make my daily work, chores, life, family and friends, a happy and good memories.