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I don't know where to start now that it had been so long since i've written anything down.

What have i been up to?

Nothing much i guess, just work. My work has been very draining. Many times i had to stay late, clocking out at 7-8pm.

I'm like a purchaser cum sales cum repair admin cum customer service.

Stressed that the sales expectation of me had not been met. I'm confused, as i still have no idea WTH my boss wants from me. He kept changing his mind, thou he has been nice and generous at guiding me.

I'm at that mid section again.

I kept thinking, could have things turned out better if i was not retrenched, or if only I had passed my RES paper.

I'm down again today, with fever and possible food poisoning. Falling ill certainly didn't help my helpless feeling at all.

Maybe i think and worry too much that i forget to focus.

Ya this Ms Buchuk got a problem to keep focus.

I'm easily distracted and disheartened when im tired and if things did not go my way.

Bismillahirohmanirohim

Ya Allah,

Please help me, in things that i do, please make things easy for me, widen my rezeki and improve my life as a muslimah in perp for my after life, also as good wife, a loving daughter and sister, may i be blessed with a good comfortable life in dunia and i hope to have an even better life later in akhirat. May i have the rezeki to be a great mother one day Insyallah..
Amin ya rabbal alamin.